I like to sneak spoonfuls of Ice Cream from the Gallon when no one is looking,
I like to watch snarky bad Comedy Videos on YouTube when no one is looking.
I like to sing out loud to music, Dance Strange and Bang my head, when no one is looking.
I like to invent recipes up in my head, sending signals to my hands that I do not understand, until its all done and cooked,- when no one is looking.
I like to think I know how to organize, putting things away in neat piles, which is really just a mountain of stuff-when no one is looking,
I think I may be smart, strong, beautiful, flawless, and even funny-when no one is looking…
But when you look at me,
when you are the only one in the room with me,
when we are alone together;
I get so weak that I cannot think,
I get so high that I am in another world,
I get so taken away that I do not know where I am,
I get stupid, I get speechless, I get dumb and childlike,
when you are looking at me.
You bring me to feel so cherished and loved;
so much said already that I cannot say more,
I cannot speak on our love,
its too sacred to speak of.